Deep Waters~

Day 3 

15.04.2012.

Take a chance. 

Because you'll never know how perfect something could turn out to be. 

Yes. That's precisely what I'm attempting to do. Plunging myself, head first, into something I would, ordinarily, never had the strength to do. All I've learnt so far, is that sometimes, when every force in this Universe is seemingly against us, we just need to stop. Stop caring about meaningless people and their meaningless opinions and just take that chance. 

That chance that could change our lives forever. 

Ever since I came to understand this world, I wanted to change somebody's life- an empty nothing- into something more meaningful. Something more magical. 

And now. 

I'm doing it. 

I'm taking my chance.  

When will you take yours? 

Live your dreams~

Missing Connections~

Day 2.

14.04.2013 

What a treacherous thing to believe that a person can ever be more than just a person. 

Bonds that can never be broken, is what some lost hearts crave. Friendships that survive the turbulent waters of time, is what other wandering hearts crave. Love, acceptance and a sense of belonging- actually mattering- is what all of us, broken people, crave.

I, in all honesty, have never found that single soul who understands me for all I am. I've had friendships; only to be betrayed. I've had moments of sheer happiness; now tainted with tears and pangs of loneliness. But then, that's the learning. I think. 

For these experiences will help us appreciate a true and lasting bond, when and if, it comes along. 

I'll always be waiting. 

no one needs to be alone

Findings~

Day 1. 

13.04.2013. 

Follow your dreams. 

Sitting here, as one more insignificant day in the history of the world drags on, I stare at this quote. What is my dream, I question myself. Scattered thoughts fly through my jumbled head, as I try to find something, anything that will help me discover my purpose in this world. I try to find a tiny flicker of something, an assuring indication,  that will tell me who I am. 

Blank. 

All around me, the stories of dizzying achievements fill the air. I see almost every single person, working themselves tirelessly, trying to make their mark, their place in this shattered world. And then I take a glimpse at myself; all I see is a confused mind trying to understand, trying to survive. 

Honestly, all I can do now is hope. Hope that one day, sooner or later, I'll find my answer, my purpose in this life. But right now, I'm just a disconnected mind trying to find my way back home. 

Fly back home<3

This is my attempt at finding myself.
Its going to be a long journey but I'm hoping it'll be worth it~